neglect

I have been neglecting my blog HORRIBLY! But I swear it wasn't intentionally lol, I've just had this rule ever since the summer into my first year of college that I would not let my computer [more importantly, THE INTERNET] consume and take over my Summer vacation because God's knows onces I'm on this thing, I can never get off it. Not too mention, thanks to Erica telling me about her weekend getaway with Nikki, I've come to realize that it really does feel good not having my phone around all the time. During school, my phone is either glued to my desk, or inside my purse, not far behind, and so I'll always be texting someone, or twittering something, or merely surfing the web, and during the Summer, I've left my phone in my room every time I went downstairs, or into my mom's room to spend some quality time with her. It truly does feel freeing, as sad as that may sound. But then leaving my phone in my room because I was somewhere else in my house, also makes me forget it sometimes when I go out, which then led to me getting in trouble because I missed a call or text [for example, the eversolovely harrassment I was getting from collections UGH] but yeaah! Realizing this, made me realize that my Summer is quickly coming to an epic end, which means going back on my lappy, and having my cell permeanantly glued to my back pocket.

I never meant to intentionally neglect you, nor was it anything personal, I promise. It's merely something I do when I'm on a long vacation, I try to find my own by taking away the things that I thrive on, on regular days. But I was only taking away the technical, the electronic, never those who fill my life with utter happiness, I hope you understand that. I'm here, and always will be<3