thankful.

My brother learned "I hate this part" by the Pussycat Dolls on the piano about a month ago, and earlier he was playing it while I sang. Not too shabby, we're thinking of performing it at the next fam function. I'm really glad he decided to kinda take piano up, because it allows me to sings with something else other than a radio when my family asks me to put on a show for them. I had my first quiz today in my COM class at RCC. My COM professor is so cute! She's like this little filipina lady who I want to call Lola hahaha RCC is pretty chill, I just sometimes feel like I'm in the middle of nowhere hicksville [no offense]

I was talking to one of my closest friends tonight about something I've only shared to a selected few. It was super hard to talk about, but I knew the only way my friend could understand the differences between normal and not normal is for me to tell the whole story. Thanks for listening and not judging or attacking anyone in my story, it means a lot to me that I can always turn to you when I've got heavy duty. I was also talking to my cousin Mike tonight while on skype. We were catching up while making fun of certain relatives and their mannerisms LOL We also talked about someone who unfortunately isn't so much directly more so indirectly in my life these days. Mike's always there to listen to me when I've got "issues" to vent when it comes to talking about him.

I noticed you had an away message that was more alongside cryptic than usual. I honestly haven't seen such an away message for years now, kinda took me back. It then made me realize that the only times you do put messages such as the one you have on tonight, is when you've got something stressing your mind, more than you can handle. Something that bothers you a little bit more that the only way to express yourself is through lyrical rhymes and poet raps. I wanted you to know that I'm here to listen if you ever wanted to talk, always. I hope you're okay.